I Wonder...

I wonder what would happen if I wasn't here. Would anybody care? I know my friends and my mom would, along with all of my extended family. My brother might even care. I don't think my dad would though. He never seemed interested in what I have to say and it's annoying. All he ever says to me is, "Would you shut up?". He is never going to change.

I don't think he ever said I LOVE YOU to me at all. I say it to him every night before he goes to work and all he responds with is, "Yup." followed by a burp or a fart. I hate that he never says it back to me.

Delays

Boone need to learn when to give the students a delay for school. Making us go toschool when none of the roads are plowed is crazy.

My Favorite Song

"Is That So Wrong"

By Julianne Hough

I’ve been thinking about, thinking about, thinking about, giving you a call

I’ve been holding it in, holding it in, holding it in, for so long

I’ve been running it through, running it through, in my mind

Well I don’t care anymore, I just don’t care anymore.

Doesn’t everybody just want to feel somebody

Just want to hold someone to fill that empty space

When your missing that rush and a friends not enough

I just can’t deal

No tonight I just don’t want to be alone, tell me, Is that so wrong?

Baby, close your lips, only a kiss, only a kiss don’t say a word

You can let it go, loose control, and I promise it wont hurt

I just want to get lost, wanna get lost in your arms

So throw on the floor, I just can’t wait anymore

Doesn’t everybody just want to feel somebody

Just want to hold someone to fill that empty space

When your missing that rush and a friends not enough

I just can’t deal

No tonight I just don’t wanna be alone, tell me, is that wrong?

Is that so wrong?

Is that so bad?

Am I only the one who feels like that?

Is it so much, to just want love?

To just want love?

Doesn’t everybody just want to feel somebody

Just wanna hold someone to fill that empty space

When your missing that rush and a friends not enough

I just cant deal

No, tonight I just don’t want to be alone, tell me, Is that so wrong?

It can’t be that wrong?

Skills

I have to do skills for school. I go to a tech school and lately it's all we seem to be doing. Everyone is fighting over bed time and the teacher's attention so we can get graded and relax. I have been done with my skills for about a day now and I have new ones already. As soon as we finish with a set of skills, they give us more. Our entire grade depends on skills and it's not fair that I'm always the last one to get a bed.

I have to go to math at my tech school and I'm there for an hour. I'm in my shop for about fifteen minutes and then I go to math. By the time I get back from math, all the beds are taken and I can almost never get one until half an hour before I have to leave. It's completely not fair! I wish I was able to skip math so I can get caught up on skills. They're like my life.

House M.D.

I love this show so much. This show is the reason why I want to go into the medical field. I can always learn something new from each episode along with remembering what a definition is for each medical word. House has been on the air for six years and is half way through the seventh year. I love this show and could never be without it.House M.D.,

SNOW

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Surgery

I had to get surgery last Friday on my knee. It wasn't all bad. Getting up at 5:30 am, going to the hospital, wearing one of those gowns that never stay shut, and a ton of needles. I didn't mind the whole process until it came time to go to the operating room. I knew what my doctor was going t do and I was fine with it. I knew I was going to get a needle shoved in my spine and I knew they were going to sedate my. But I was still scared that something might go wrong.

When I woke up, everything was peaceful and back to normal! The doctor said everything went well and I have a knee fit for a 16 year old girl who is a softball catcher. He said I should be able to go to school that coming Tuesday. I was ecstatic! I hated missing school cause that's where all my friends are.

On Tuesday I managed to make it to tech, but when I got there, I went straight to the nurse. The bus ride was horrible because people kept hitting my leg and it was throbbing. I could barely crutch my way to the nurse. My dad came and picked me up and took me home. Wednesday, I didn't go to school because I was really sick.

Thursday, I tried school again. it wasn't hard this time like Tuesday. However, I went to the nurse during chemistry and got sent home. The nurse decided to play with my knee and it was dead by the time she was done. My mom came and picked my up. She wasn't happy.

Today, I'm not going to school. When I stepped downstairs, I started getting really sick really fast. My mom hated to call me out sick again, but she had no choice. Although I'm grounded for getting sick "on purpose", there's nothing I was going to do this weekend.